i can't even remember wen i last put up an entry in this blog... haha... pretty busy these few weeks... with studying... and church... and tv. HAHA... i've been watching SO MANY shows on the tv... i think i may sound like a couch potato if i tell u the shows i watch... and watched...
there's like...
Fear Factor
Survivor
Amazing Race
Villa Wellness
Joey
Table for 3
Pride (some jap show)
Prince turns into a frog (its been so long since i've watched a taiwanese idol drama series)
Las Vegas
anime cartoons
the korean show in channel u on mon and tues
OH MY GOSH.... look @ all the time i wasted. NO WONDER i did so badly in my prelims... HAHA... but ohwell... im cutting down already... which is pretty sad but necessary... i don wanna fail my A levels just becuase i wanna catch some drama series... it just doesn't sound rite. haha..... luckily i don have SCV. i think it'll be WAY worse. haha...
oh yes. anyway.... i've been having stomach flu for the past wk. actually, i've been having it for the past few months, on n off... its jus tt i wasn't told tt it is stomach flu... yikes... i didn't even tell the doc tt its been going on for months.. is it serious? i donno... it sounds ok... but the process of undergoing it is realy tough. u wanna puke, but u can't puke. u wanna shit, but u can't either... ugh! haha... yep, tts been happening for months n yet i only went to the doc 2 days ago. hahaha......
my life has been topsy turvy lately... till 2 days ago... haha.. believe it or not... i was like crying every single nite till 2 days ago. maybe i was just going thru depression and sickness... obstacles in my studies and relationships made it way worse, worse than i expected them to be. sigh... i was pretty close to just jump down frm my study room window... oh my. those days were like hell man. i just felt tt i had no one to confide it.. n its not like i can just cry @ home n tell my mom tt its because of certain people... so ya. bottling it up n not being able to cry freely was just... horrid. oh well... i guess tts the meaning of catharsis... haah... but im not dying yet... i hope. but don u guys worry. im back to me!!!! hmmm.. im motivated to study due to my sucky grades.... my relationships are going back to normal... i feel more confident of myself... n yea. i'm over tt depression state. yay. :)
now back to studies. haha... well, im studying organic chem, finally... i've finally brought myself to study organic chem... did NMR for the 1st time in mths. haha...
okie dokes... gotta get back to life now. enough of story telling. :)
