lurve is in the air...

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

yes.... finally back again... haha... im actually in the school library's com lab.... yea, my coms @ home broke down... actually 1's working la... can connect and be online. BUT, i cant sign into MSN n those kinda stuff.... sigh... sad lor. wads the net for wen u can't even use it properly?!!!

anyway... much has happened over the past few wks... christmas... new year... j1 orientation... wow... talk about a series of events... seriously, LOTS have happened. and i realli mean it. maybe this 'LOTS' word not enough... there's this WHOLE LOT of experiences and interesting accounts that i have been through since the last wk of the year 2004. ohwell... not realli nice saying here la... wanna keep them to myself... its time to be more personal. haha...

hmmm... caught a few cute-looking freshmen in sargas... well... in the whole entire cohort la k. haha... but MOST of them are in sargas. HEH. OKAY... shall not be too despo.... wanky, anna and shaz were like... "please understand ur status now hor"... sigh... even grace says that la! haha... she was like saying, "im single, n THAT'S WHY i can go around looking out... YOU on the other hand... muahaha..." i mean... i can't help it... im a girl... girls always look out for guys who look better than the rest of the guys... haha... kiddin la. c'mon... am i that despo?! haha... NO.

but thinking about it... there is this guy whom i've never spoken to... NEVER, really. we just recognise each other - we're both from sargas... the diff is that im the ogl, he's a freshie. but anyway, back to point... last sat, after my band practice, was on my way home with another girl friend... then i suddenly saw him walking towards my direction... like... since we hardly saw each other in sargas meetings and orientation and stuff... i recognised him only after a while... was actually hesitating whether to say hi or sth... n when he was about to pass me, he nodded, waved hi and smiled a teeny weeny bit. was quite impressed at his action. i mean, i've never even spoke to him during the entire duration of the orientation. BUT, he still waved hi. wow... so nice ah?! haha... n he's sorta cute. HA. silly me. ^_______________^'''

talking about relationships... my love life was actually edgy for the past 2 wks or so... pple say its because of the lack of communication.. sigh... i donnoe the reason myself... all i can say it that it was pretty tough... esp without my parents' approval and all. yikes... fortunately, we had a good talk last nite, i think.... n hopefully everything will work out fine... i hope. seriously, i was pretty much mentally ready for a break-up (not emotionally of course!!!). this shows how seriously bad matters were btw us. but anyway... ALL have passed... i hope. HAHA....

i realised how much i've changed the past year... its realli like... WOW. everything changed for me actually... like... my friends (only in contact with the closer frens), environment, responsibility yada yada.... sigh... my sec school frens would be shocked to see me like this... my jc frens would be shocked as well, to see my past. HAHA... interesting eh?!

uh... i think this entry's way too long... so i guess i better keep my hands off the keyboard now... gtg go for PE soon anyway.. yes, school hasn't ended for my yet. the timetable SUCKS totally. sigh, rite. gotta quit complaining n get back to my GP work now! haha... ciaox! ^________^

diana
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