lurve is in the air...

Monday, November 08, 2004

helloooo.... haha..... rite. im starting to be crappy once again... hmmm...
lets jus say today's pretty hectic... all thanks to PW again... i thot after OP everything should be pretty easy to deal with... but ohwellz.. guess im wrong... have to do this and that... must change this... must edit that... aiya... damn irritating la. haha... BUT... hopefully this will be over and done with soon... sigh... an d i still gotta wait for shawn to go together for lunch... yikes... already 2 now... only an hour left...

anyway... my parents found out about him... yep... don wanna talk too much bout the bad side... generally, that father confiscated my phone... fortunately, he had to leave for indo again... SO... my mom returned it to me... n she seems fine that i hang out with him... of course, i know my limits and i won wanna destroy the peace n harmony we have... geez... so relieved that my parents know now actually... feel less stressed wen we go out... like... i won't feel unsafe of being found out by my relatives or parents' frens... haha... and guess wad?! my mom even asked me wen she can see him.. wahaha.... tts reali funny... i think she's afraid tt 'bf' is actually a girl... HAHA! ohwellz... cant blame me for thinking of tt.... my mom did suspect me of being a les... not tt i wasn't... but its not tt i was... aiya... if u knew my past, u know what i mean la.. haha...

ohwell... lets see..... gotta go for canoeing land training afterwards... like... in an hour's time... tts y im pretty anxious that shawn wont make it in time to go lunching. hmmmz.. nvm... i'll jus wait till 230 or sth... if he still doesnt call me by then... i'll go canteen get some food... hmmm... maybe i'll pull keith along for company or sth. HAHA... hey, im not using him k... i just wan company... absolutely HATE eating alone... feel so anti-social and sadistic... keke...

aiyaya... lectures starting again soon this wed.... n every subbie lasts for 2 periods EACH. HORRIBLE!!!! argh... i can't wait for them to end... but... i have this slight feeling of not wanting it to end as well... probably because shawn's leaving on the last day of the lectures thingy... sigh... ohwellz... tt day's gotta come sooner or later... wadeva la. hopefully i'll go send him off or sth... but the journey home's gonna be pretty lonely... sigh... geez... not tt i can do anything about it la. haiz... and its like we don seem to be able to celebrate anniversaries... 1st mth, 2nd mth, 3rd also... 100th day oso cannot... haha... interesting eh? ohwellZ... fate la. gotta accept it.

yay...! ruperto's coming back to singapore for gd... or sth liddat la... he's gonna find a job here...! haha... im so glad he's coming back.... THEN he can cont teaching me drums... hehe. but the only thing now is if he can find a job realli soon... hmmm... i reali hope so... oh man... im just so glad tt he's coming back... haha... yipee! we can meet up for coffee... blah blah blah... haha... so fun!

yes... some of u may be wondering y im using pink. HAHA. or is this peach? aiya... wadeva la... this colour pretty much is compatible with the black, grey and white background.... heh... tts y i used it. yep, explanation done.

okie dokes, gotta run off now... shawn's here... goin for lunch now... yay... hmmm... seems like this wk's gonna be pretty fun and relaxing... excluding the fact that we're gonna have lect and all... geez. haha... bbye!

diana
2:10 PM