yepyep... 1st time @ home on a sunday afternoon... im barely @ home at this time... hmmm... probably cause i keep goin out with shawn on sundays... hmmm... but yea... got to talk to him bout this spending time with each other n all those kinda stuff... ohwell... if u know me well enough... i did have this mindset last time tt bgr thingy is always 2nd to friendships... but its so ironic tt im not doin this.... probably cause lotsa of my close frens arent even coming to sch n all... we can barely see one another... adrian's leaving... lucas prob will too... donnoe bout grace... buddy oso nt sure... sigh... its pretty sad... anyway... back to topic... i was reflecting on our times together... im kinda thinking maybe im taking too much of his time... n im kinda scared its pretti stressful on him... like... he can't go out with his frens n all... geez... let's jus hope wad im doin rite now is for the better....
hmmm... on a lighter note.... i am getting cheerful... don wanna keep sulking everyday... doesnt realli reflect veri well of me... so... haha... im basically tryin to be more optimistic n all... yep. still trying. i prob miss the days with adrian they all... those happy-go-lucky days... full of crap kind... now its like so many of my sch frens are leaving... its realli heartbreaking, u know... i mean... just imagine... u get to know this whole buncha pple at the beginning of e yr... make frens with em... be realli close to one another n all... go out for dinners n movies etc etc.... then after promos... BOOM. most of them gotta leave sch or retain... n its not because they didnt work hard enough... e papers were damn... ugh. forget it... but anyway... all i can say to them here is that... i love them lots... for those hu are leaving... i'll really miss them... n i really hope our friendships wont just end liddat... we'll meet up now n then k? i know its realli hard... cause everyone's busy with their own stuff... but i still hope we can meet up for coffee, movies n all, yea? anyway... for those hu are staying... like ah neh, hj etc etc... i really thank god tt u guys are still staying to keep me company... sigh...
okie dokes... sounds like a tribute to pple... haha... ohwell... gtg now... com lagging. hyuk hyuk.
