SHIT. im in deep SHIT now... oh man... i thought i can actually be promoted to j2... was so damn happy wen i passed my math with a D... n now... i don even know i can get an 'A' level pass overall for it... alreadi got a bloody F for chem... n now... if i get an 'AO' for math... tts it... im in hot soup... my parents are def going to kill me... fine, not literally... but i mean... they'll def do sth.
sigh... because of this stupid promos results thingy... i think i kinda threw several tantrums @ shawn.... im reali feeling bad bout it... but i cant seem to do anything about it... its like... i so wanna tell him how glad i am for him, that he got thru the promos realli well... but its like... im realli scared that he'll take it the wrong way... like im being sarcastic and all... ohwellz... i can really see the effort he's trying to make to help me cheer up... but i guess at this pt of time, nth can help me smile actually... absolutely nth.
its so bloody irritating that the fact that i studied and mugged so bloody hard... and wad i got is this. great, now my parents will think i never did put in any effort for the promos... THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!! great, cant see the screen properly... my eyes are probably tearing up again... ugh... don wanna write nemore.
