wassup. forgive me i sound whinier than usual in this entry... im not realli feeling well n im in an extremely lousy mood todae. and to make matters worse, i have to restart this com umpteen times before i can add this entry... my com always hang, those hu chatted with me before should understand. ha. oh yeah, im so sorry, pert... couldnt cont the conversation online earlier due to this com's prob. oh man, im feeling damn warm, even though the fan is blowing directly @ me. tts it, im realli sick. ugh, i hate it wen im sick.

actually i was considering yest if i should skip school todae. but guess wad? i was so giddy and couldnt get up from my bed this morning... ohwell... unexpected things happen in life. ha. lets see... the main pt of not goin to sch todae was that i desperately needed a break frm sch life... there's like SO SO MUCH stuff clamming up in my mind. im drained. REALLY drained.... as in... drained emotionally, mentally, and physically. this feeling is very horrible... i can barely think straight now. its like... there's too much stuff goin on... TOO MUCH.

i was on the verge on breaking down and jus cry there in the canteen last nite @ sch. i was makin an effort to be more enthusiastic towards the things happening to n around me... a lil too enthusiastic, if some of my friends can notice, that is. i mean, there i am trying to get the things off my mind, my friends had to just remind me about em again n again... like wad i told shawn, i seriously wanted to ask all of them to just shut up... but, i thot that i was pretty rude and selfish of me if i did that. besides, wad kinda friends tell their friends to shut up? n its nt like im not the only one in this entire universe who has problems... they do too! so, i guess that i'll just listen to them n give a lil constructive comments, it'll be fine. but yest nite was really the last straw aft the whole wk. wen i reached home, i was totally zonked out... it was so extreme that i almost cried in front of my mom wen i stepped into the living rm. BUT... BUT, i won't blame my friends for this... cause they don know the whole pic or the situation im in. so its realli horrid of me if i put the blame on them. so im trying to look on the bright side, tt they tell me their prob cause they trust me. sigh... life's tough. oh yea, i wanna apologise n thank shawn here for being SO patient wif me for the past few days... its been hard on u too. thanks.

okie, im tryin nt to sound too whiny here... here goes... for the past 4 days... sch was like... busy with work and revision for the upcomin promos... everyone's stressed. well, almost everyone. but im def included in the category of those pple who're trying to catch up with their work. stayed till 8 plus in school... by the time i went home, all i did was shower and eat, then zzzzz.... it was SO routinely. i hate routine days... but i guess i hafta tolerate tt for the nxt 2 wks before promos... argh... n if i still do badly in promos despite this... im... haiz. donnoe wad to say nxt. my mind's having writer's block. seriously, i think my body's gonna like break down yest. hah. gd thing i slept till 1 pm todae. felt so much better...

yay... he just called me... we're studying later @ the airport... let's hope i realli do some productive work... time's running out. sigh... bbye.

diana
3:57 PM

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diana
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Working; I want to start studying soon!

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i LOVE shopping with my frens...!
Jamming with friends is cool too...
Likes pasta and stuff... pizza... and sushi of course!

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